these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.

Dec 22, 2009

good morning!

i woke to the smell of coffee and oil paint. delicious.

i got my little make-shift studio set up yesterday morning and got straight to work. i painted all day long, pushing The Almighty Jog back to late afternoon, and each of the 4 big oils are now hanging on the walls, pleading for more attention. the house is permeated with their gorgeous scent. i can't tell you how happy this makes me- to be moving forward again at a healthy pace, serious and excited and playful all at once. and it's a breed of joy i've missed. it's a breed of joy i've needed.

maybe i'll start work on THE BEAST today- a gargantuan canvas that will not fit in the truck. i'll eventually need to rent a moving van to transport this thing. totally fucking awesome! i haven't worked on a canvas this big since my senior year... and actually this canvas is a bit bigger than that. oh, it's gonna be fun! so much room to spread out in, roll around in, root around in like a dog. but first, i've got to prime the monster and that'll take a couple hours. the grunt work. i hate it. but ever since i started stretching my own canvas, i simply can't make do with the pre-fab stuff at the art store. it's just not nearly the same and, now, feels like shit to paint on. the gesso doesn't even feel the same. i am becoming quite a snob about this stuff. ha! but it's true what your teachers tell you... quality materials make your work SHINE!

2 comments:

Radish King said...

Ha! I'm not happy unless I apply at least 15 coats of gesso.

xox

Oil paint, coffee, linseed oil, turpentine, I have sinned. I have to get a canvas going over my Christmas break. Argghhhh! NO! I have to write! ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! NOOOO! I have to practice Beethoven!!!!!



ps. This is when I fall into a coma or look at cobwebs for hours at a stretch.

angela simione said...

hahaha! do all three!!! good things come in threes! have at it, girl!!! can you imagine what kind of great and crazy painting would result from a circuit of beethoven and poetry writing and then heading straight for your oils! total awesomeness and wonder!!!!

cobwebs are some of the greatest drawings on the planet.