i woke to the smell of coffee and oil paint. delicious.
i got my little make-shift studio set up yesterday morning and got straight to work. i painted all day long, pushing The Almighty Jog back to late afternoon, and each of the 4 big oils are now hanging on the walls, pleading for more attention. the house is permeated with their gorgeous scent. i can't tell you how happy this makes me- to be moving forward again at a healthy pace, serious and excited and playful all at once. and it's a breed of joy i've missed. it's a breed of joy i've needed.
maybe i'll start work on THE BEAST today- a gargantuan canvas that will not fit in the truck. i'll eventually need to rent a moving van to transport this thing. totally fucking awesome! i haven't worked on a canvas this big since my senior year... and actually this canvas is a bit bigger than that. oh, it's gonna be fun! so much room to spread out in, roll around in, root around in like a dog. but first, i've got to prime the monster and that'll take a couple hours. the grunt work. i hate it. but ever since i started stretching my own canvas, i simply can't make do with the pre-fab stuff at the art store. it's just not nearly the same and, now, feels like shit to paint on. the gesso doesn't even feel the same. i am becoming quite a snob about this stuff. ha! but it's true what your teachers tell you... quality materials make your work SHINE!
these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.
Dec 22, 2009
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Ha! I'm not happy unless I apply at least 15 coats of gesso.
xox
Oil paint, coffee, linseed oil, turpentine, I have sinned. I have to get a canvas going over my Christmas break. Argghhhh! NO! I have to write! ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! NOOOO! I have to practice Beethoven!!!!!
ps. This is when I fall into a coma or look at cobwebs for hours at a stretch.
hahaha! do all three!!! good things come in threes! have at it, girl!!! can you imagine what kind of great and crazy painting would result from a circuit of beethoven and poetry writing and then heading straight for your oils! total awesomeness and wonder!!!!
cobwebs are some of the greatest drawings on the planet.
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