these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.
Showing posts with label calistoga. Show all posts
Showing posts with label calistoga. Show all posts

Jan 27, 2009

landscape...

sorry about missing a blog post yesterday, this whole daily blogging resolution is alot harder than i thought it'd be! my hat is off to all the many and varied daily bloggers of the world. it is not easy coming up with something interesting to write about every single day... interesting enough to publish anyway.

i've missed three days since the start of the year but i think i've already got more posts in 2009 than i did last year! yikes! i'm getting better about it and happy to have the challenge.

i am a bit ambivalent about writing so much about my day to day life, however: all the thoughts that flit through my head and all the non-art-related stuff. but i guess the life of an artist is about much more than just posting pictures of new work and going to shows and pointing out the work of other artists i'm attracted to. the hikes and jogs i take with my dog everyday are somehow a bigger influence on my practice sometimes than anything i've read or seen or critiqued. there's something to be said about really being involved with (and seeing) the environment you live in... the landscape and the community, who you spend your time with, the conversations you have, and all the little things that make a day.

today, after our hike, i took a few pictures of the vineyard we trek through everyday - a landscape that's starting to show up in my paintings. for the first time in my life i am painting trees and this is why:







the timber line has had a completely wonderful effect on my attitude and inside my work... it's leading me in a new direction, a direction i've never considered and never anticipated. i've never painted landscapes, never dealt in the picturesque, and i'm not really doing that in my work now so much as letting the land have an influence. i look out across the mustard blossoms in this wide open space and it's so quite out there that i can't help but feel lucky and clean and inspired to be better... to live better... to have a more intimate connection with the world and be thoughtful in every enterprise. even the NO TRESPASSING signs out here seem polite.

Jan 16, 2009

at home...

another great day today guys! that's like... 14 good days in a row now. ever since the new year arrived i've just been feeling at the top of my game, hopeful, driven, and happy.

i shipped the embroidered territories off to chicago today (YAY!), went for a nice long hike in the vineyards outside calistoga, and spent the last 2 or so hours working on the new painting. it's really coming along quite nicely. so nicely, in fact, that the fear of messing up has kicked in... which isn't really a good thing. you tend not to take risks and make discoveries when you get too precious about whatever it is you're working on. at least i do. i'm just gonna have to shrug it off and keep going.

i also got these super sweet and creepy broken porcelain dolls i ordered in the mail today:


(photo courtesy of FOUNDLINGS)

they are so precious! instant keepsakes! i got them from FOUNDLINGS if you're interested in getting yourself something along these lines. shelley, the sweetheart who runs the shop, is so kind and shipped these to me so quickly. her shop is full of strange things and she's got a wonderful eye for romantic objects with a history.

i also listed a few new pieces at little black fences, my shop. its really starting to pull together. the shop is curated pretty well and is heading in a direction that i'm kinda proud of. and with 28 or so pieces in the inventory, i think i'm pretty well stocked. let me know what you think. critique is always welcome.

i'm gonna head back in to the studio for a bit more painting before i curl up with my book and my man-piece.

hope everyone is safe and feeling happy.

angela