these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.
Jul 17, 2012
lately, and for the past several years, this has been the reason
i take pictures of myself to see this image with my own two eyes. somewhere inside me lives the notion that seeing is believing and maybe i don't believe any of this is real. everything that has come before now feels like a lie. like sabotage. i was never that girl. i take pictures of myself to catalogue the deep breath in. the held oxygen. to prove to myself that i actually exist.
Labels:
identity,
identity construction,
image,
photography,
self
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