i can't tell you how many times this year the phrase fuck it all has floated through my brain. i mean that in the funniest way possible. really, you should be laughing out loud, nodding your head, totally cracking up, and saying ME TOO, SISTER!
once again, i load my possessions in to boxes. once again, big changes find me. a whole new road, a whole new phase. in between houses.
i also started a new job today. i am back to waiting tables, the true job of the artist. :) you should be laughing out loud at that comment too, fyi.
there is a light way down deep.
it is crawling slowly toward my eyes from the inside.
i was once such a hopeful girl.
maybe i am on my way back to that place.
maybe there are old and new titles alike waiting somewhere for me off in the virgin future.
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I've been thinking of you so strongly sweetheart this week all week thinking of you and hoping you are okay and the agressiveness of spring isn't getting to you. Send me your address when you think of it and I will write you a letter in my way and I love you.
Rebecca
sent you an email, sweet one. :)
My dear, sweet and wonderful sister, I hope your days become happier and more fulfilling. So much change all at once can be scary, but also so exciting!!!
(pssst, i need your address too, so I can send you things that are pretty and yummy)
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