these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.
Oct 29, 2009
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i stayed up a bit too late last night and am having the hardest time getting myself rolling today as a result. i just feel worn out! and maybe i am. honest introspection is hard work and i've been doing that a lot lately. the passed few weeks have been one big ol' enterprise in discovering what it means to be a "good person", what kind of life i'm interested in leading, and the laying down of old baggage. geez. maybe i just need an easy day, free of the big questions. i need some silliness. i want some fun. some good, clean, child-like play time. that's the goal today. i'm not gonna worry about much else.
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Silliness and fun is always wonderful.
That calls for cookies and milk!
totally! but my sweetie ate all the cookies so instead i parked myself in front of the tv (a big rarity these days) and watched murder shows and ate bagels with cream cheese and then finally got around to watching MILK. a pretty good little lazy afternoon. :)
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