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i stayed up a bit too late last night and am having the hardest time getting myself rolling today as a result. i just feel worn out! and maybe i am. honest introspection is hard work and i've been doing that a lot lately. the passed few weeks have been one big ol' enterprise in discovering what it means to be a "good person", what kind of life i'm interested in leading, and the laying down of old baggage. geez. maybe i just need an easy day, free of the big questions. i need some silliness. i want some fun. some good, clean, child-like play time. that's the goal today. i'm not gonna worry about much else.