these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.

Mar 10, 2010

:)

the sun is out and it's so bright and beautiful today! yay! it's damn cold though but i'll bundle up and spend as much time outside today as i can. i want spring back so bad and it is well on its way. the mustard is growing wild and tall and gorgeous already. there are orchids and daffodils peaking up at the low line of the forest and birds singing like crazy. it is beautiful. absolutely beautiful. and i talked to my mom this morning and she sounded so good- happy and healthy and it such a happy moment to hear her voice full of appreciation for this world and the simple beauties it contains. she always reminds me of those "small" wonders that are so easily overlooked. i am grateful for the reminder. endlessly. it is a good day and i feel renewed and inspired and content to be just where i am, doing what i do, and i know i am in the exact right place. maybe it's a day to make more moths. lay off the heavy shit for a bit. ha!

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