these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.

Jan 20, 2010

mmmmmmm...

the hard rain comes down. the kind of rain that makes a person smile. the kind of rain that makes a person feel surprised. an exuberant rain, pounding pounding pounding and thunder and dogs barking. such a chorus, such a whirl, such a racket and i love it. especially here in the big silence of the country. especially here where wind and trees go suddenly, painfully, peculiarly still. the crash boom bang of a healthy storm. the heft of strong weather. unapologetic and dancing all crazy-like.

i am drawing star fields. black and scratchy. twinkling like little bats. and Alice is perched in the corner of the room.

6 comments:

Radish King said...

Yes. Thinking of you every day.
Love,
Rebecca

angela simione said...

me too. of you. i miss being in our little line on the coast. :)

love
angela

Elisabeth said...

I like the idea of bats painted in the rain. Especially when you are far from home.

Heather Anne Welch said...

ahhhhhhhhhh. sounds wonderful. isn't it great the way someone's impressions can take you away? i was taken away just now by your weather report, i could hear it, smell it, feel it...
oh to be far, far away from here, like i am in my mind.

angela simione said...

elisabeth- i've been thinking about animals a lot lately... a subject i haven't worked with much as a painter at all, and it is becoming more and more attractive. especially bats- making their way through the world by sonar and vibration.

angela simione said...

heather-
last night the thunder was enormous and booming and there were big flashes of blue light from the lightning. it lit up the whole forest here. a strk whiteness that cancelled out all color. amazing. and there was something in it that matched something inside of me. a kinship, for however cliched and teenage that may sound. it's true though. some bit of storm in me quelled by the storm raging in the forest behind me.