these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.

Dec 8, 2009

this day...

the trouble with winter is that the days are far too short. the sun is down and gone. 6 o'clock and already black outside. and cold.

i painted today. i crocheted beanies for me and my sweetie. i made a great big dinner and played with my dog. and now with a full belly, i'm going to crawl back in to my fleece footie pajamas, crawl in to bed, and crawl further still in to my collection of little morbid fairy-tales and nursery rhymes.

did you know that on this day 29 years ago, john lennon was murdered? i was born 3 months and 5 days earlier, robbed from the start. and i send up my small prayer for yoko and his children- that their hearts are light and singing today, full of fond remembrances and hope.

2 comments:

Heather Jerdee said...

John Lennon good reminder... his life and art, hope, something to think about, remember and feel. I saw a documentary about Annie Leibovitz and she took the famous photo of him naked holding Yoko right before he died and I didn't know it but photo was his idea. It brings me to tears every time I think about that.

We have a blizzard here way up north, helllooo winter, it sounds like it's cold down there too. Yikes! let the fun times begin ;) I might have to go out in it later and pretend I'm a kid again and build a snowman or something.... maybe
Here's to staying warm and good books!

angela simione said...

snow!!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!! i hope you have thick sweaters and wooly socka and big ol' boots to go stomp around in it.

yoko is one of my favorite artists. she's a wonderful lady and it always made me mad that she had to carry the burden of a bad rep for so long. that photograph is absolutely beautiful. one of my most favorite photos ever. :)