these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.

Dec 14, 2009

new poem

that dead woman



horse hooves
and poppies
and
the color green-

my little list of your likes.

regret
and regret
and regret.

diamond-tipped.
classic.
a star left to dangle.

trash in the trees and all over the yard.

where is my wish list?
my minced oath?
trash in the trees
or stars
or poppies.

the facts got blurry and blew away.

i guard my little list-
regret
after regret
after green green regret.

smoke gives way to steam.
the white of me
running out.

hold your breath.
a star,
a closed circuit-

and wishing wishing wishing well.

trash in the trees.
a sudden green.


and the great grey hooves
of whose heavy horses
busting on through?

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