these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.

May 12, 2009

now...

my new ladies are leaning side by side in my little studio and i dance back and forth between them, trading partners based on which tube of paint i pick up. it's a lovely little dance- me, canvas two, and canvas 3. i got straight to work today after inga and i had our morning jog. my wake-up ritual is growing, encompassing much more these days than a pot of coffee and scribbling in my notebook. it's good. very good. for as much as i sometimes loathe them, turns out i'm a person who does well with a routine. i've finally stumbled across a rhythm that works and nourishes my practice AND my mood. i can't believe how much i get done in a single day. a single hour. maybe i'll start canvas 4 today? hmmmmm. tempting. i completely over-worked the grey girls canvas and need to take it outside and spend an hour or so sanding off layers of unnecessary paint. if i can bring the canvas back to an earlier stage, it might actually be something i can save. if not, well... at least now i know to be on-guard against the tendency toward not knowing when to stop.

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