these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.

Mar 31, 2009

space...

today: a little painting, a little crochet, a few more things tossed in the goodwill bag. i'm trying, TRYING, to make myself be pretty cut throat about the whole cleaning/weeding/sorting streak i'm on. i'm picking up every single thing i own and asking myself, "if the house caught on fire, would i grab this?" well... the answer is no, of course, to most of what anybody owns... but i'm in a place where my style and aesthetic approach to living is in extreme transition. i feel this overwhelming (and good) urge to sort of begin again in a lot of ways. maybe it's the long-awaiting, highly anticipated, hungered for arrival of spring? maybe it's the economy craziness, who knows? but i know i'm not the only one wanting a more "back to basics" lifestyle. the majority of people i know are going through pretty much the same thing- deciding what "value" truly is. and it's an individual thing. i am pleased to have so much more space for painting and making and books and art. SO pleased! later tonight i'll stretch a new, great big canvas and hopefully get some paint laid down on it tomorrow morning. i started another new painting today so i'm in a pretty good place. excited and eager and inspired. nice.

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