these texts are an archive of my life in the San Francisco Bay Area from march 2007 - march 2015. it stands as a record of close to a decade of my life, charting the struggles i faced as an artist, daughter, and lover. messy and chaotic at times, eloquent and poetic at others, these texts are an index i am proud of. it was here in this electric box that i learned how to be honest about my experiences and the person i needed to become. it was here that i first learned the truism that words make the world and how to trust such a beautiful, rife, hard fact.

thank you for meeting me here in such tall grass.


my artist website is here.

Feb 25, 2009

what 'work' looks like on a sick-day...

sniffling my way through two volumes of kiki smith's work, vitamin D, and (of course), my girlicous collection of poetry.
eating oranges.
too much coffee.
sitting against the wall, looking at the painting... really looking, and making a list of all the shit that just ain't working.
tons of mental notes which my snot-clogged brain definitely won't hold on to. crocheting, off and on, all day and all evening and most likely all night.
re-reading old diaries and pulling out golden little lines of disturbed, enjambed, romantic fascinations.
checking and re-checking the contents of the refrigerator, hoping something wonderful has appeared.

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